In just a few hours time, we'll all bid our goodbyes to 2009. & before I hit the sack, I wana come back here to pen all my thoughts down, before my ever-failing memory decides to forget everything again.





This year, 2009 have been rocky for me. Many ups & downs, but fortunately, I faced them bravely. At the start of the year, I was badly bruised from a 2 year relationship & thought I will never never ever ever get into a relationship again. What could be worst than to be ditched on your birthday? Well, that happened to me. :) So I thought...........damn fuck you 2009 but lucky lucky, I was proven wrong!! Started hating on Qs for dumping me & treating me like shit(tho I kinda deserved it) and started being like a real bitch. BUT thank god for good friends! Thank you Sammmmy dear for being with me during my toughest period.



Don't think boo will like me mentioning the taboo, ex-boyfriend but still...............I got to thank him. Thank him for making me see all my flaws & make me a better person. & thank him again, for breaking my heart and letting me meet Et. I must admit I haven't been exactly an awesome girlfriend YET but I'll put in my 100%. I PROMISE YOU BOO.





So life wasn't that disastrous afterall la. Met awesome people in the group that made me feel so at home. Boo's family.........& his friends. Used to be all so defensive about making new friends but I've finally learned to let my guards down & damn, I'M FKING THANKFUL. Its usually not that successful befriending people cos I'm all so bitchy most of the time. MUAHAHAHA. BUT, you know what, these friends around me, EVEN BITCHIER. :p Baby....nic...byron...shaowei...sammy...germ...francis...all these new people, a very drama lot that have the ability to make the most insignificant thing look damn stupid & interesting. HAHAHAHAHA.



**GOOSEBUMPS**




Okay! Must go sleep already. Boo says got to head over earlier. Preparing potato salad for you lucky boys. Me love potluck!

Looking forward to 2010.